Hi Cheryl1818 I noticed you in the t.n. forum and then here also so thought id say hello and offer an ear shoulder and support any way I can. I hope on Monday the apt you have with pain doc is all around good. I found my pain doc for me he was the one who helped the most. I DID mention my suicidal thoughts to my pain doc and because of that I was able to find the help both emotional (a pro to talk with )and also for my a.d. face pain the stimulator implant . I do get not wanting to talk with kids and family . I was the same way. I also disliked myself for how my body was not healing like my own body was turning its back on me and I was in a very dark ugly place . You have to reach out to your pain doc and every other doc you see. and also come here and talk with us we have been there each in our own way.we care . your hubby probly dose also ... he may feel helpless and clueless and his response was a bit cold but its new ground for you and its new ground for him. Finding a pro to talk with is a good idea. and also here is good place to vent find support all my sos family here are wonderful ,caring, understanding people. keeping you in my thoughts Cheryl. sending positive energy for rest of week and Monday to be all good days. Prayers, low pain and Peace
BMW