Today I make it to the oncologists office
My three month check up
Last time I was there he was going to give
me a script for my mammo (forgotten)
Got home called them asked for the office
to mail script
That was three months ago
Now I know how I expressed over and over
again about how I HATE going to doctors
I did all I was suppose to do when I was
young mother how very important yearly well
checks was a routine in my family
So I put off the neglect
Said to myself ill have to see obgyn routine
PAP and get my script for mammo
The office cancelled on me doctor in delevery
won't be in office
This happened twice
Still awaiting for a reschedule
Asked Sue who works for George the Doc
for years
So I ask her to kindly send me script for
Sonogram for my removed breasts and
search for any left over Cancer
I have a problem under my arm and it
does not seem to be a issue
So waking in my usual way from pain
Maybe I slept 3 solid hours
will be starting my day with a cup of warm
coffee strong for the headaches everyday
from neck
Took my morning Meds a hour earlier
as ill be moving around early getting ready
So lets see

I left my cardiologist after being with him
since 2003 because I and a different patient were
scheduled for the same day and time
We were there before doors opened
As the assistant further said that the doctor
would not be in
I collected my files
As my doctor sided with the front end
and the woman who made my appointment
no longer worked there
When I found my appointment card I made
a copy attached a letter
And that was that never seen Felix
My first Meds on a daily basis began with him
My blood pressure Meds and my Xanax for I
would spike 200 beats per minute or more
It's my shrink that handles the Xanax
Haven't found a cardiologist I trust or like
Had my necular stress test before second
Posterior cervical distectomy fusion because I failed
to fuse the first time
This is how I found out I had and apical defect of the heart
ask me if I needed to know with all the other crap going on
Anyhow it is suppose to rain
Management in my building may try and give me a hard time
for a parking space does not have to be handicap but to swap
with those in the building of 300units have more than one
Some may have up to three with storage
Very political and curupt this I will fight

I am on the top level
Open to the elements
And in the winter they come
to my door to move it so they could plow
Now of course it needs to be done
But I told them I will apply
it should not be a problem
My copy of handicap lisence and a month verbal
request
With my copy was a written request for

accommodation for a different spot
I will go to the office upon my return
It feels like a stressful day
I know for sure sounds like it



We shall see
Me