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Join Date: Apr 2014
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This sounds exactly like things that happen to me, thinking after the fact "what if I hit my head doing so and so". When it was really bad I'd sort of test it out, i.e. do and redo whatever motion I was doing, a number of times (seems like OCD-type behavior). While I don't really think this behavior is healthy, especially if I keep doing it, I've gotten to the point now where it just takes a single "redo" of a motion to convince myself that I didn't actually hit my head and move on. I was on lexapro for about a year (10mg, just finished my slow taper this week!) and Mark is right, it doesn't really address those thoughts.
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26 year-old PhD student in evolutionary biology, slipped on ice in Feb 2014 while clipping my fingernails and walking to save time (dumbest reason for PCS ever?). Initially just had headaches and didn't feel quite right, but a minor head bump 5 days later started a downward spiral of anxiety, depression, insomnia and fatigue. Had trouble concentrating on reading/looking at screens
April 2014 - did exertion test, passed, started exercising and doing more, but didn't feel much better.
May 2014 - Went on backpacking trip OK'd by doctor, trip itself went fine, but felt worse a few days after getting back, more difficulty concentrating, worse headaches.
June 2014 - Bumped head on ceiling walking slowly down stairs, no immediate symptoms, but caused worsening headahces, more difficulty concentrating and looking at screens. Have not felt as good as I did before this since this bump.
December 2014 - after feeling relatively better I went xc skiing and fell but didn't hit my head (something my psychologist who specializes in brain injuries told me he hoped would happen so I saw it was OK), felt worse
Feb 2015 - back in grad school, light teaching load and some research, nowhere close to operating at my full capacity. Still have constant headaches, difficulty reading/looking at screens, mild anxiety and depression, and just not feeling like my normal sharp self.
Trying, but struggling, to believe that I'll get back to my old self, or at least get close.
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