There are multiple reasons. One is that this isnt the first time I experience a damage. Almost 12 years ago I had an accident which left me unconscious for a brief period of time. Some people stomping my head while I was unconscious on the floor. I was at school back then and remember that my performance at school dropped subsequently. Now I feel the same happening again to a much lesser degree but still. I have an academic job and thanks to those guys from school I barely manage to fulfill its expectations. Im at the verge of being unable to perform my job. And that makes me very nervous. Im really considering to take that cerebrolysin bdnf right now. Dont want to lose any nerve cells anymore. Why cant the brain be like the ****ing liver and just regenerate everytime you lose something?