HI inspireToday,
My heart and prayers are with you . I'm so sorry that you are going through such a hard time .
I know all too well how overwhelming and frustrating it can get even for the most positive person.
I try even though my pain is severe, to keep moving a little throughout the day , even though it's for a matter of minutes at a time.
I hope that you follow what my PT told me once.. She said If I don't use it, I'll lose it.
I will keep you in my prayers every day....