I had to. You weren't there. You don't know what they did to me. I just want to be happy. I secured a statement that the hospital wouldn't contest any unemployment claim that I made. and would pay up. But, i guess not.. we will see. I sent in some stuff yesterday. I got confirmation that it got there. just trying to stay alive. it's triggering all my stressors and breaking down any work I had done to be better.