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Senior Member
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Join Date: Jan 2010
Location: Illinois
Posts: 1,785
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Senior Member
Join Date: Jan 2010
Location: Illinois
Posts: 1,785
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Feeling like a failure...
It's been a really rough week for me...flare started Monday at work when a fellow employee playfully smacked my elbow while we were in a meeting. So my arm flared up and that was at the start of a 10 hour shift. So with my arm hurting I couldn't put as much weight on my arms while using my walker...which means more weight on my leg...so by the end of the night my leg was flaring. And then EVERYTHING started flaring...even my csection incision site which rarely gets bad (the internal one always hurts but the external one has never gotten this bad). I kept going to work tuesday and Wednesday and was off yesterday. I tried to take it easy on my day off but fell. Now today I had to call off work because despite sleeping downstairs and not holding the baby last night...I'm still in agony. Times like these I just feel like a complete failure...at work...as a mom...ugh! I'll get over it...but I just hate being so helpless.
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