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Old 08-04-2015, 01:42 PM
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Originally Posted by canagirl View Post
I missed my nightime dose of gabapentin. The pain came roaring back, worse than I remember. I actually thought I was improving somewhat I guess. I havent felt this excruciating burning/stinging pain that also feels like my entire body is being squeezed to death while at the Same Time feeling numb since before starting meds. My entire body quivers and shakes or vibrates every second of every day. There is no peace. I don't know what it feels like for any part of my body to just feel normal. It's literally every centimetre. anybody have this? The gabapentin is helping enormously I guess, I really didn't think it was. I took my morning dose early ( 5am instead if 9) and did some mj but the pain will not subside , it's excruciating.
What do u do? How do I get it somewhat under control again?

This tells me I am worsening in a big way. Why? Please help me figure it out. I know this is from nerve trauma. Why is worsening? Why isn't it healing at all? The cause has been removed.

I'm so scared. Does anybody feel like this? Has this ever gone away for anybody?

I can't cope. Again and again I'm here. Thinking this is the worst but then the following week or two I'm back here. Complaining about my pain to you all of you. I know you guys are also in horrific pain. So why am I always complaining?

I feel like I'm the only one that seems to have it in every fiber of my body. I kinow that's not true. Previous posts tell me marie33 and others have similar pains.

This morning I almost fainted in the shower. I quickly got out and sat down. I then was nauseous and dizzy for about 15 minutes. That's never happenend
I may not be able to help you, but I do understand exactly what you are saying. I keep getting worse and having the unbelievable mind game of thinking my good days mean that I must be getting better. Then I get smacked with a day that no living creature should have to feel like. Same with the meds too. Just when I think gabapentin is kind of BS, I run out and want to die. I won't do that again. I feel the same about the complaining too. I am always the one freaking out and acting like a maniac when everyone else is so calm (except you.. just kidding). I don't know girl, they say it could take years and it seems like we have to accept this roller-coaster of today and hope for changes tomorrow. I know I can't do it yet. I haven't mastered acceptance yet. I feel for you, I am sorry
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