Thanks everyone for your kind words and support. This was one of the worst and longest flares I've had in a while...but I am now out of it for about 2 days and hopefully I won't see another one for a while. I can't tell you how much it helps just to have a place where people really understand what I am going through. It's been difficult adjusting my routines now that I have the baby...life is all about HER routines now. I have to find that balance again between work and my home life so that I can still take care of my health. I have all the faith in the world that I will find that balance...but it takes time...and in the mean time I will have bad days and rough patches. I appreciate you guys and your support so much as I struggle through this.