Thank you mark and bud,


Bud, I just don't know about patience anymore at this point. People keep telling me that you'll feel better soon, you'll feel better in a couple weeks, weeks go by then they tell me a couple months, etc.


And with school..


I'm so scared. I'm actually going into Freshman year and I BARELY made it past last year.

And the reason I'm so scared is that freshman year is a huge adjust alone..

But for me I'm going into this year with the same feeling I had last year. (My dreamy symptoms that make life miserable )

They make everything extremely worse. and I'm just speechless cause I don't know how I'm going to do work, find my classes, pay attention, be in conversations for so long, and do everything all the "normal" kids do with my symptoms.

I thought I would be better before school starts...
It starts in a couple weeks.