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Old 08-11-2015, 04:20 AM
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I feel like I'm rapidly approaching the end of my tolerance. The burning has deepened and spread, to almost everywhere now ( lower chest and upper abdomen spared for now). The burnung and stinging is so bad I feel numb. The large nerves I can feel buzz vibrate and shake. I must have turned this into central pain syndrome with all my anxiety. I'm feel like I am killing myself with all this ( I know that I am and I can't stop). No psychologist or any other doc can help. Life is torture. Despite spending hours pouring over old posts I don't see anybody improve, only worsen. This is making me evn more crazy. I'm going to ask for a long standing script of benzos. I can't do this anymore. I need to stop this insane cycle of pain, anxiety, fear etc and fear being sedated is the only way. I'll start tomorrow hopefully. Any body have advice ? I'm already so bad what does worse look like?
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