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Originally Posted by canagirl
I feel like I'm rapidly approaching the end of my tolerance. The burning has deepened and spread, to almost everywhere now ( lower chest and upper abdomen spared for now). The burnung and stinging is so bad I feel numb. The large nerves I can feel buzz vibrate and shake. I must have turned this into central pain syndrome with all my anxiety. I'm feel like I am killing myself with all this ( I know that I am and I can't stop). No psychologist or any other doc can help. Life is torture. Despite spending hours pouring over old posts I don't see anybody improve, only worsen. This is making me evn more crazy. I'm going to ask for a long standing script of benzos. I can't do this anymore. I need to stop this insane cycle of pain, anxiety, fear etc and fear being sedated is the only way. I'll start tomorrow hopefully. Any body have advice ? I'm already so bad what does worse look like?
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Canagirl, I understand the feeling of the shaking everywhere and I've had it in my neck and head to the point I felt like I was going to have an aneurysm. It is truly a disgusting feeling.
You did not do this to yourself.
Did you have an anxiety disorder before the nerve stuff started?
Not everyone gets worse. I am not doing well right now, but I haven't completely relapsed to the hideous state that I was in. I am in a lot of pain, but the vibrating is settling again for now and I am staying calm.
Have you taken benzos before? I think if taken every day they can cause depression and agitation. IDK. Throughout the last 10 days I have been taking 1-1/2 up to 7.5 mg valium a day to stop the muscle spasms in my neck and traps and this is the longest Ive been on them for months and they make me feel kind of gross. I think they are ok a few times a week but be careful.