I want to start off by letting you all know I'm safe.

I went up to 20mg of Abilify and it was helping with my mood, slowing my thoughts, and I had NO s/s ideation. But I still had quite a bit of psycho-motor agitation, anxiety and wasn't sleeping well.

Today, things are starting to tick back up AND I'm starting to believe that people in white vans and blue minivans are watching me. I know this is not normal. And I'm much more agitated.

I put in a call to the psych office. I see pdoc tomorrow.

To make matters worse, I just hit the Medicare donut hole, and a switch to Seroquol was planned because I don't qualify for financial assistance and can't afford Abilify....
Stress!
If necessary, we will have to find a way to pay for the Abilify, or I'll have to go back to the hospital until they straighten my meds out.

I'm at 20mg of Abilify now... they only dose up to 30. I may have to go back to the hospital anyway. Que sera sera.

Thanks for the ears,
Kay