I get so tired of trying to be positive/optimistic ....whatever......no one in my life seems to either try to understand or even give enough of a crap to try....if it wasn't for my daughter......neither would I. I can't take this life anymore....can I give up yet? And if not.....why? What's the point of feeling like such a frolicking burden?!. .....SORRY just venting.. ....really hard day....