are you still drinking? I had so much trouble with seroquel...i was like a zombie...i tried abilify but had involuntary movements. I have been on risperdal for over 12 years now. It made me gain weight and possibly caused my diabetes but it has really worked for me. I have been on both one and two mgs. I have never been psychotic and sometimes paranoid but i have been extremely obsessive and sometimes paranoid. I am wondering if you have ever tried it?
you are so brave
bobby