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Originally Posted by CRPSsongbird
I get so tired of trying to be positive/optimistic ....whatever......no one in my life seems to either try to understand or even give enough of a crap to try....if it wasn't for my daughter......neither would I. I can't take this life anymore....can I give up yet? And if not.....why? What's the point of feeling like such a frolicking burden?!. .....SORRY just venting.. ....really hard day....
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Your not alone..
No one should ever give up.. ,and waay even more so since you have a family. I often feel like I am a burden or just plainly I slow everyone down no one wants to go anywhere with me or be seen with me... i always tell them I dont need a pitty party lol I just wanna get out of my 4 wall self prison.. We can all use some sumshine
I am always having a tough time with being understood that I need my distance or that I am not exaggerating or using my sudden pain as an excuse... Some days I cant get out of bed the pain is unbareable therefore i will be unbearable as well.. I get frustrated if it was easy for me to move around.. "I'd be a professional dancer by now."
nothing is ever wrong with venting hun
**big hugs**
please stay strong
mandy~