i've had it. i just can't live like this anymore. i just want to feel good for one day. i know we are good people. your all so kind, why did this happen to us?
are we being punished for something? i don't mean to feel sorry for myself, i just don't know what to do. everyone here just can't understand how i feel. they think i should just be able to do everything. no one helps. all i ever here is"go to bed". I'am sick of bed. sorry, just had to vent. you guys are the best.

love sue k.