Still struggling badly with the pain & although I managed one evening laying on sofa playing xbox with a mate, the second attempt has really set me back. It is extremely frustrating. My little cat Gabriella is the only reason I havent gone insane, lol. It is giving me time to think though & while a lot of those thoughts have been negative about my situation & life in general, I do tend to find myself coming back round to the idea that there is no point worrying about things as it does nothing to change things for the positive, so just have to wait & see how things pan out... Which is as close to being 'me' again as I have been for a few years while life has been taking pop shots with nuclear weapons, lol...

I hope everyone is ok & having both physical & mental pain free days... Peace out!