Hi Sue,
Next to the pain, the worst thing for me is what I can't do anymore. It is so depressing to think about what I can't do & wish I could. I, too, wish for a good day. It sounds like you don't have much support. I really feel for you because I know that makes it worse.
No, we are not being punished. When I first got RSD, I used to wonder what I ever did that was so bad that I deserved this. I don't know why we get RSD.
I hope you are feeling better. I want to say "hang in there" and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. I wish I could say more to help you.
Linmarie