Saturday morning, up at 5am, having iced coffee with my 2 dogs, just thinking, have a dull headache and neck ache. Maybe I will take my pain med and try to go back to sleep. I only have to go out once today, it will only take me 10 min. no big deal.

I posted all about the correspondence between my FIL and me. That was upsetting to wake up to.

Starting my life over, that's what it will all be about soon enough, I just don't know how to do that. My life consists of many appointments, taking care of my mom, the house, laundry, my pets, tv. I always feel so awful, I just want to sleep and cry.

The weather here is still great, high 80's low 90's. At least the sun shines everyday, so it could be worse. Although I am not taking advantage of the nice weather.

I have to stop venting so much, it is tiring to listen to, huh? Complain, complain, complain. I can't help it. This too shall pass, not soon enough.

Have a good weekend, enjoy....................Hugs, Nikko