Thank you all so much for your continued caring, helping and listening. Sometimes you just need to talk to someone. I feel so alone and deserted here in my little home. I'm in no way deserted, but that doesn't seem to be sinking in this muddled sad little mind.

I've been reaching out all morning on the phone to people to help me get to my Docs and other stuff and some of it is coming to me very slowly and I am so appreciative but still sad. Like you said Joan, this ain't the 40s or 50s anymore and our friends and family are spread all over living there lives and we just aren't a part of it anymore.

I think I just need more healing time of mind and body to rise above this again. Damn MS messes with everything. I'm trying and I hope you all don't get fed up with me, before that happens. I want to be a friend with a comforting / funny word for you too, but don't seem to be able to muster much right now, even though I feel all your pain.