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Grand Magnate
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Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,523
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Grand Magnate
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,523
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The wondering years
Since a little girl
I always wondered
what it would be like
to be a grown up
Then I wondered
what it would be like
being loved and wanted
Then I wondered
what did I do to my parents
that we would always be frightened
Then wondering what a mistake
marrying for all the wrong reasons
I wondered where was God
to have let such things happen
when we were kids
I wondered would I
be able to raise my four children
now five (my precious grandchild)
I wonder if my father ístvan soul
is at rest
I wonder if he hears me call his name
to protect his grandchildren
Something he never had a chance at
I wonder if persons here who share
ever thought that they would be where
they are in life
I wonder if God is pleased at my
Mothering
I wonder if my daughter will ever
be well enough to take care of Eva
I wonder if Corissa is serious about
going back to school and complete her
required course to get her diploma or
GED
I wonder if I will ever have my empty holes
filled
I wonder why life continues to be so
difficult
I know my God is moulding me to his liking
I am wondering if there will ever be a
special someone
I wonder if I will get over this
Doomed anxious despair feeling
I have in my core
and have to fight against with my might
I wonder if I made a difference in people's
lives
so many people that have passed through
my life in any capacity
I wonder if I will ever feel
I truly am a special person
and have love of me
I wonder if I have had
success in my message
Of our Lord
I wonder I my children
will one day sooner than later
Be as ONE again
I wondered all these things
as a child
as time has given me wisdom
I wonder if I could leave
and say
I love you
Me
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someone who cares
eva
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