Thank you, I am alone, but just spoke with my husband on the phone. I have literally been pacing my apartment all day worrying myself into a state. I also started lisinopril several days ago and wondering of this medication is making me freak out. I can feel nerves jumping all over my body. Looking back I can now see that this has been 5 years of missed diagnoses and surgeries, and don't know why this illness is not more announced and commonly known, because this is devastating.

At the same time, I'm worried this will shut down my system as it did my mother's at 46 yoa. I know I'm about to lose a great career that I have worked hard at and had many people help me to get here, and who recommended me, and I'm sorry to let them down . But know I have to step out off the hamster wheel now, I need to make drastic changes, and I am ready to chuck it all to focus on trying to live. .
You are right my anxiety is at an extreme high. Thank you for the number, I may need it tonight.

God bless.

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