Originally Posted by Rebeccaannlambert

Can you help me? I'm sitting here trying. All of the nerves in my body seem to have freaked out. Started in July. Woke up numb from waist down. Regained feeling after 6 houurs but developed foot roll (foot drop) Iin left foot. Three weeks ago, I woke up with right wrist drop that has not corrected even slightly. My foot has recovered enough to walk, but with abnormal gait, still falling sometimes. I am all alone, can't seem to get help very fast, and worried this is going to affect internal systems and shut down my organs at some point. I am alone and terrified. Do not want to die this way. Any help? Yes, I drink, while I have cut down a lot, I'm afraid I haven't been able to stop completely. I have also been using Kratom for pain, but have cut that by half as well. I know you will tell me I have to STOP, and I am trying, but I am afraid it is too late.