Hello all

I am sorry I didn't get back sooner but I had guests this weekend and that was all that I could do. I know you of all people understand

Again thanks for all your care and responses!!!!!!!

I managed to buy a little time with Dr S and my decision

I wanted to talk with my pain management doctor here.
For a number of reasons I have not talked to or seen to him in several months which is unusual.
I have just been seeing my neurologist .
For all I know he(my PM doc) could be doing ketamine treatments himself by now as he is always on the cutting edge ,so before I go all the way to Philly I better check close to home first.
So , I will have a better handle on things tomorrow (I think).
If he is not doing them then it is off to Philly I go.
do not pass go.
I have all the paperwork and I am ready.

Thanks for all your kindness.
I will let everyone know what happens .If I go ,If I get accepted etc etc.

The only thing stopping me(Ok a little indecision here) is that when I did the oral ketamine experiment , I did not have a good experience.
In fact I Had the 80 mg IV booster in a day hospital setting followed by 12 days of 20 mgs a day of oral ketamine.I felt great during the process in terms of less burning except that I was completely out of it mentally .Who needs a brain .I mean,they are highly over rated .However,my feet started burning right after that.I mean RIGHT AFTER THAT!!!!! Prior to that I was only upper body!

things that make you go mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!

so you see my reason for indecisiveness

I have GnP of reasons

GnP