Its going on five years for me and I still haven't been able to accept or absorb the pain of having rsd. It all still feels like a bad dream that I keep hoping I will wake up from soon but so far I haven't. It's very hard to absorb all that rsd had done to my body and mind. but i just try to take it a day at a time and just deal with today and block out what happened yesterday and what may happen tomorrow. And of course keep Faith that a cure will be found soon for all of us.