Saturday night: I got very lightheaded and learned the hard way not to take Xanax and 600mg of Seroquel too close together. 700mg for the day.

Sunday: I only needed 650mg to keep me grounded. I was exhausted, but not dull/flat.

I left the house to run errands both days. I only leave the house to go to the grocery store, pharmacy, or doctor so it was a pretty exciting weekend for me

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I've been keeping notes:

A couple of days ago I was dismissing symptoms that might be hypomania at 11am until about 2pm.

Until today I've been blaming all my early morning hypo symptoms on anxiety. That is when my anxiety is at its height, but it usually responds to Xanax. It hasn't been responding to Xanax... and it doesn't seem to become clear to me that I'm hypomanic until hours later. I should know better.

I think it's possible that I was just unwilling to admit to myself that those hypo symptoms are going to be there when I wake up everyday.

I took 50mg when I got up. And I just took 50mg more.

Kay