Hi. I definitely relate to some of your description of symptoms. It sounds awful what you are going through. As someone else has said you're not alone. Have you got support and health professionals working with you to find some solutions? I think that some of the meds used for nerve pain should be able to reduce the severity of the pain. I also wondered about something to help with the very understandable level of distress and anxiety. I find strong emotions really aggravate my pain. All the best to you.