Thankfully I'm not experimenting anymore, I just still have some OCD tendencies I'm working to get rid of. It takes hold on me for a short while and it's almost irresistible to not test again if anything could've happened. But I find the less I seek reassurance in general (from this forum and in practice) the better I get, I just have to seek it through a bit longer and my worrisome thoughts will be over .

Thanks for the quick replies!