Debi,
Thank you for sharing your heartbreaking but beautiful story. So much Love there.
I know you must be exhausted. You and your family have been through so much this year. What a blessing that you have each through this difficult time.
I am holding you in my heart and sending prayers for peace and wellness and for strength for the journey. You truly aren't alone with family so near and everyone here hurting for you.
I hope you make that beach trip. Make two. One now and one sometime in the future when the dust settles. Let the majestic oceans God gave us bring you healing and a place to wash away some of the grief. Sending hugs and healing love,