hi everyone...
i don't know what to do anymore... i feel like all i can do is just go away...
i don't want to come on here and be so down all the time... that's really not who i am. I used to be the one everyone in my "real life" called when they needed anything...and i would be there as fast as i possibly could.

I can't go to them... they've all shut me out.. though i would still be there for them if i could....


I'm sorry to dump like this again here... but all of you are the only ones that have an idea of how i am feeling... i'm not saying i'm going to do anything... but i wouldn't mind if i didn't wake up anymore...

i'm sorry...
abbie