Ohhhh, dear sweet Abbie. I struggle with that 'i don't wanna wake up anymore' as well. And I have some blessings in my life, some things...not so blessed. But, every now and then, that old 'It would be easier not to be here' thought comes around.

Who would expect people coming to a forum like this to be all peppy and happy all the time???? We understand.

If you need a break, that's fine. We all do that from time to time. But I, for one, would miss you a lot.

Life is difficult. I know for me, it's hard to be happy. Wouldn't it be nice if that were the norm? Big hugs and love.