Hang in there, I have been thru the same situation, it was my son at age 37 that he passed from muscular dystrophy, our daughter took this very hard as they were so close. I felt like my son and I had the same spirit sometimes, its so werid to describe, but we thought so much alike and I truly felt as tho I had lost part of my soul. It has now been 5 years ago and time does help to heal the hurt, but you never forget about them, I think of my Jeff everyday. Hope this helps to know that we did finally get thru the grieving period.

Celia