Abbie even though we have never "talked" I've read through everything you're going through and my heart goes out to you.

I mentioned this in a PM to someone recently, but I hope you feel the love and support you have here. I want to say more but it's not about me it's about you and I hope that you come back. It's hard to smile and pretend that all is well, but that's what this forum is all about. People care and I hope you feel that love coming your way.