I was a mess yesterday- 700mg Seroquel. I should have bumped the Gabapentin up to 600mg last night, but I thought I was just having a bad day.

I'm a bigger mess today- 750mg. I'd go up to 800 if I could. I was tempted to take all 150mg of prn's at once when I woke up this morning, but I played it safe and took 50 at a time as usual. The wait was not fun. There goes the pleasant hypomania again...

When the rapid thoughts come, I can't control where they take me. No, I'm not s/s. Just disturbed.

Conveniently, I have an previously scheduled appointment with pdoc today.

I have options: 2 meds, different doses to play with, but I'm still (expletive) sick of this.