Kay,

That is a good report from the pdoc visit.

Not medicating enough to be in the right range is not your fault just like being bipolar is not your fault.
I aim for getting it 70% right for 70% of the time.
I usually do not make it.
But I DO have moments in the day/ week when I feel like I am near 70%.

At the moment, I would not say I am "tired" of it.
But I do have a really weird thing when I get "surprised" (in a bad way).
For example, if I am having a bad day, I get "surprised" sometimes.
I have so many bad days for decades and yet they feel "new" in a way.
I guess I can say that this is never boring -- although I know that I am boring to others.

I do not know how else how to explain it.
[I do recognize that being manic and not being manic can be a fine line
and one that has consequences although I have not lived it myself.]

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I hope that the constant adjusting and monitoring settles down for you.
That level of having to be alert really would be tiring.

Re being snowed: I am guessing that you avoid that as much as possible. What do you do to pass the time/ make things tolerable when you are "snowed."
M