Hello and Welcome Nades,
Sorry you had to come join our crew but you will find a lot of support here. I see this is your first post and I am concerned you'll get lost in this old thread.
Please feel free to start a new thread with any questions you have or a little introduction about yourself or just to say hello. The most people will see it that way. No need to put it on the intros at the top if you don't want. Just jump right in and make yourself at home!
sending hugs and healing love,