Glad to hear you ended up getting a bit of sleep. I completely understand the fear of being unable to work. My youngest child just went off to college this fall, so there's no kids at home that need to be cared for. But still of course there's bills to pay and retirement to save for, etc.

I'm riding the roller coaster of symptoms like many here. Some days not so bad, and I think maybe maybe I'm healing up. Other days not so good, and I'm afraid I won't be able to work much longer. (I have a somewhat physical job, lot's of walking and climbing stairs, etc.) This disease messes with your mind that way, doesn't it?

I also have a great wife. Some of the things she always says to me are "Take it day by day", "We're in this together", or "I've got your back". Those of us that have a loving spouse or partner are truly blessed.

Keep up the fight