Hey again everyone,



Now with a week of school under my belt, my dreamy unreal feeling is getting a lot worse, and I don't know why.


My symptoms are random. One day I'm moderate the next it's so bad I can't even listen to someone In conversation.


I really need treatment for this. But no one knows what it is yet. Still waiting on taking that fancy thyroid test to see if that's it. Honestly, if I can't find a answer for this what's the point ? Why should I have to live in this horrible dreamy/unreal state? This is not how life should be. Not for anyone.



At this point I don't even cry about it.. It's so frustrating and confusing that I just can't take it anymore..


Sure, the first school day went well. But I guarantee the majority of my school days will be like today and be HORRIBLE cause of this feeling.