Yes I have. I researched about depersonalization and derealization (both from anxiety or traumatic events) . But I'm not sure if I have that or not. The symptoms described with that ere exactly like mine.




You see, most of my suicidal thoughts come exactly from this TORMENTING feeling of being high all the time. It's because I cannot find an ANSWER for it, And that kills me.


After the special thyroid test, if it comes back fine, I guess all I can resort to is that it's being caused by anxiety. If it's not from anxiety then I'm just going crazy and my life is over. I would probably commit suicide if that happened, knowing that I'm crazy and this is all in my head,



But I pray to God that's not the case. And that it IS my thyroid. Or I find a answer to this.