Dancinglady,

I have been in chronic, severe, debilitating pain for 25 years, ramped up for much longer. The Anxiety and Depression started over 3 decades ago. I have lived through 2 rare Cancers, the last in '13. Now, my body, mind and Soul are at their all-time worst.

Yet, I have the pleasure of my Grandchildren, even though I cannot bear for them to touch me. I watch and hear of their growth and development, I participate as I can as a Grandfather in my state.

I know the rest of my family are better off for my limited presence in their lives. I have found extended family here at NT where I try to make a positive contribution.

We all have reserves of strength that we can draw on when times seem at their darkest. Please, dig deep and find your inner resolve.

The alternative is final and irreversable.

Dave.