So we got back from the treatments. I ended up going there despite him saying not to.
Treatments didn't go well at all and I don't know what other options there are. Me very day he talks about ending it. He already had depression before the accident and he's really losing hope.

He has another set of 5 day treatments starting in nyc on the 26th but he doesn't even want to do it anymore. I'm trying really hard to stay strong. Trying to find other routes to take but he's done everything.

It doesn't help that we missed our train and had to get another set. His dad has problems getting around and is disabled so him being around didn't actually help at all, probably made it worse.

I can't take off work this time, so I'm so scared of what will happen next time. I'm going to try and set up a gofundme campaign for him. But what other options do we have? He can't handle the pain at all and I care about him so much.

His depression makes it so much harder.