Thanks hopeless for putting into words what so many of us here feel.

For so long the word that spun around my brain was 'useless' - that's how I felt about myself. Thanks to NT that has changed; the friends I've found here, the information that has helped me sort out treatments, the advice that has steered me in the right direction, the support that has kept me sane, I too know that each day is worth getting up for, even if I actually achieve nothing that day.

As I've said previously: take the good days and run with them and just endure the bad ones.