I'm going to give a more in depth, detailed, description of my symptom(s).


I NEED to get to the bottom of this. And just maybe, someone can put together the peices.



I'm going to be 15 in October.


It all started when I was around 10 years old. This weird dreamy,unreal, out of body feeling would just CLICK on. Sometimes it would turn on and I would have it for 5-10 minutes... Others it would last hours. But it NEVER got to how bad it is today.


It was not constant either. I would only get once in a while, lets say once every 3 or 4 months. And It was not a worry to me cause it ALWAYS went away.



Then,


October 17th, 2014, I hit my head playing football in my friends yard ( as you all know) when I hit my head it clicked on again. I never thought it was PCS and I just kept playing thinking my dreamy feeling would go away.



Now here I am, almost a year later from that day, and am still in a CONSTANT unreal, dreamy, body is numb, feeling. It is ruining my life.



It gets worse when:

I eat or drink bad foods such as artiffical sweetners/fast food/soda
After showers
Physical activity
Anxiety/stress
Going out to dinner at a restaurant
In school
Stores, malls, etc.




And no matter what I try, it cant get better. It can get WORSE but never better. It always goes back to my Moderate level, which I'm always in.



Now back to when I had it BEFORE my concussion.

I have thought day by day why I had it before, and here is some stuff I put together:

- I realized now that every time It clicked on, I was dehydrated in that day.
- The day of my concussion I had no water and just Energy drinks
- It would click on high stress level days


It's almost like my body cant handle whats going on anymore. It's lacking SOMETHING. And I don't know what. I feel like an empty human being with no life inside me.