Sam, Your post about experiencing Faith has evoked a huge smile!
My husband is across the room and has inquired as to the reason for such a sudden and such a large smile. I simply said, "Sam" -- and he knew. He asks about you daily.

So many people care about you and want to see you feeling better.
So many more people read this forum and don't sign-in to introduce themselves. We cannot possibly know the number of people offering you positive support with thoughts, prayers and otherwise.

I am very hopeful for you.
I am glad you are also feeling hopeful!