We were coming up the road toward our house and Luke was coming down the road in his dad's truck.....boy it's hard seeing his truck on the road and him not behind the wheel

Had to clear off the top of the chester drawer tonight and that's where I kept all of Bubba's medicines, powder, diapers etc......just broke my heart......could not bear to do away with any of it so I put it in the laundry room for now and cried......the kids felt so bad for me......and then.....

My mom asks if I had been crying and I said yes and told her why......then she wants to know what I'm going to do with all his clothes ! I know her mind isn't working right but it was the WRONG time to bring that up. Told her I had no plans to do anything with them for quite a while.....if ever.

But I did get a tv to put in the bedroom......I have got to get back involved with life......hopefully I can make it through at least one show. I'm so out of touch that we could have been invaded for the last 4 months and I would not have known......which is pretty funny and sad.

Take care of yourselves my friends.

Debi from Georgia