understood or not
the idea that my child's father
behind my back
trying to have a meeting
with the program Corissa has been going to
i have come to find out
a comment made to her
and it went like this
"you know Corissa,
your mother wouldn't drive you to the
program like i do"
furious is just one of the emotions
i have going on along with all the other bull turd
can you imagine
this i do not take lightly
in fact
Corissa knows via her now addicted sister
my daughter
who i took to the ends of the earth and back
to get her the help she needed
and revisited these places for help
no one not even a judge
and i mean that
if i ever were to have been
taken to court with Corissa's
for her non compliance
not going to class
yet she was in school
i would go to jail
to have to explain a life of a child
that the adults ignored my requests
over and over again
as i was a young mother
with a child that was having problems early
academically a A-B STUDENT
when present

i have my own truth to tell
i assure you no one would listen
when i would give the teachers
the list of trial and error with my
Christine
who still suffers addiction

and i would be questioned
on her behavior
i her only parent who gives a turd
who would go to the end of the earth
and back for
Corissa

they must want it
THEY MUST WANT IT
they are getting it
very very slowly
the desire to do well is present

what the fudge does Corissa father think
is going on
to answer that for him
as i can
he knows zip zero not a thing
how do i know this
i am on the phone with the program
on a weekly basis
he told Corissa he couldn't
take her on Mondays anymore
as it interferes with his Monday night football game
he also has a gambling problem
i know him to lie often
i will fight him
as the program is now aware of him
and his intentions
when i had my job
my insurance covered her
program
now with the state insurance
it isn't covered
i'm over trying to figure out that one
what do you mean the state insurance
would not cover recovery
you got it
something really wrong with that thinking process