Hi grannietwoshoes,

I agree with katmae and Dave that you should speak with your doctor.

I also wonder if you're taking any medications, Statins or antidepressants, for any other conditions?

I understand the concerns about being alone and feeling this way however it's not going to help the way you're feeling if you get ahead of yourself and start thinking the worst. When was the last time you had a thorough checkup with your doctor?

Feeling anxious and seriously depressed can do all sorts of things to our minds and bodies.

Let us know how you're doing.

take care there.