I have temporal lobe epilepsy and have ecstatic seizures on top of absense seizures. On almost compulsion I paint now for about 4 months now during these 3-10 minute episiodes where I feel I connect to something deep unattainable at other time. I cannot paint at any other time, but the thing is when in these states I have no conscious thought or knowledge I am creating what is being created. With that said, painting has saved me from depression


I tried uploaded images and also a link and it wont allow me?