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Join Date: Sep 2013
Location: Georgia
Posts: 905
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Join Date: Sep 2013
Location: Georgia
Posts: 905
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Thank you Kitty
I'm doing ok since my major melt down. I did get the first insurance check in the mail today and that really made me so sad. I'm not suppose to be getting life insurance checks at 53 on my husband. You know ?
I went to the Waffle House last night with my 2nd ex-daughter in law (lol) and Lane my 10 year old grandson. As we were about to leave the cook came by and asked if everything was good.
And then it hit me like a ton of bricks. I think this cook was James. A young man working his butt off and that my husband helped out. Gave him a coat last winter and stuff like that. I asked the waitress what his name was and she said James....I wanted so badly to talk to him for a second but I just lost it and had to go outside. I wanted to share with him what my husband had told me about him. Maybe I will try again one day.
You're right. When that feeling wells up in you there is nothing you can do but let it go. Wherever you are.
I don't understand what is going on with my pain right now but it's driving me crazy. Spent much of the last few days in bed. My pain pills are just taking the edge off and that's about it. Not good.
Hoping tomorrow is a better day   Hug for you Kitty !
Debi
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